At work you're all "Safety first" this and "take your time" that, but then when it comes to your superpower suddenly it's "IDK we'll see what happens."
omg the question is not about you at all. I mean yes, I am willing but I want to make it clear that my question has nothing to do with you or your dick or piercing it specifically.
I'm just wondering. If- Do you remember last month when your vampire friend was polling everyone on are you a top or submissive, etc. How do you- how do you figure out something like that.
Because until... really just months before arriving, the idea of having sex with someone never- I just didn't think much of it. Then by the time the inclination did occur to me, it wasn't a priority.
And now things are different, obviously. Sex is fun... especially with Blue, like very fun. But also- surprising? In that there are certain things that I really liked or wanted, but didn't expect necessarily. And sometimes I feel like that's the more interesting part? But sometimes the things that I want are. Contradictory? Or. Different depending on the person.
Or... makes me... kind of anxious also. Because of- another reason.
How do I know if it- it's just a sex thing, or something [ weird? fucked up? latent trauma expressed as irregular attachment issues?? ] ...else?
Also this entire conversation is privileged and you are sworn to secrecy Andy.
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At work you're all "Safety first" this and "take your time" that, but then when it comes to your superpower suddenly it's "IDK we'll see what happens."
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SOMEHOW
"hey let me take the scar of that injury i half took from u last month"
has not come up
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I know you're not invincible. Please don't act too recklessly.
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lit. cannot be defeated in a fight
unless someone has a gun. i can ttly be defeated by a gun.
i can also be defeated by beheading
or heart removal
not by staking tho
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and even if u did, we're CONNECTED now
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(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
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but i think i make top 5
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And you're wrong, my top five are Blue, Ronan, Adam, Marcus, and...
[ dammit. he is right. ]
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but we'll both know it's me
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It's Nate, probably. Or maybe I just have a Top 4.
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WHAT??????????????
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just thought you'd like the practice.
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...I had a question but idk if I can ask it now.
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except maybe i'll be a lil hurt if u dont wanna pierce my dick. it's a great dick.
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Is that much understood?
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Good bc...
It's
a sex question.
Kind of?
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I won't think it's weird, I won't laugh, and I won't make a huge deal out of it.
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I'm just wondering. If- Do you remember last month when your vampire friend was polling everyone on are you a top or submissive, etc. How do you- how do you figure out something like that.
Because until... really just months before arriving, the idea of having sex with someone never- I just didn't think much of it. Then by the time the inclination did occur to me, it wasn't a priority.
And now things are different, obviously. Sex is fun... especially with Blue, like very fun. But also- surprising? In that there are certain things that I really liked or wanted, but didn't expect necessarily. And sometimes I feel like that's the more interesting part? But sometimes the things that I want are. Contradictory? Or. Different depending on the person.
Or... makes me... kind of anxious also. Because of- another reason.
How do I know if it- it's just a sex thing, or something [ weird? fucked up? latent trauma expressed as irregular attachment issues?? ] ...else?
Also this entire conversation is privileged and you are sworn to secrecy Andy.
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