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[mcferrin]

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[mcferrin]

I hope so. But it's just-

[ he pauses to keep himself from crying. clears his throat. ]

It's not fair. I just thought we would. I don't know. I should have known it was too good to last, I guess.

[allyourfeels]

I am very sorry. I don't— I know it sucks. I hope it doesn't suck for long.

[mcferrin]

Thank you. I'm sorry, I'm-

[ he's trying not to unload on caleb, but he's barely holding it together. losing blue is devastating enough, but it's like losing sam too and it's just. it's a lot. and it pisses him off. ]

If you see Sam can you-

[ another long pause. ]

Nevermind.

[allyourfeels]

He's staying with me. He's— not okay but I'm keeping an eye on him.

[ caleb fully intends to keep sam close until he's sure sam's better. or at least okay enough not to do anything stupid. ]

[mcferrin]

Fine.

[ maybe he says it a little too curtly, but he didn't expect how hearing about sam would make him feel. ]

Um. Listen, about last week...

[ he doesn't know how to finish that sentence now that he started, actually. ]

[allyourfeels]

[ right, there is that too. ]

I... fuck, I'm. I don't think either of us did anything we didn't want to do at the time. But it also wasn't us so. I'm sorry.

[mcferrin]

No, no. It was fine. I- yeah. I suppose I just wanted to make sure we were cool because I think I'm going to need some space for a little while.

[ he doesn't know the most polite way to say "we probably won't be talking for the foreseeable future, but it's not you" so this will have to do. ]

[allyourfeels]

Yeah, yeah. I'll be available if you wanna talk, but I get it if you don't want to.

[ caleb cares but he doesn't really know henry. he can look after sam and hope things turn out okay eventually. ]